Whisper sweet nothings into my ear.. so that as i fall asleep i may also fall into despair

Happy Birthday Iggy..

my lovelies..

yeah.. i'm wearing coloured contacts..

they're a green - brown colour.. 

what do you think? 

aye or nay?

adventures of white boy in asian club - pt1

this story is to be continued.. 

there may actually be a pt2?

i know not many pics to put up coz my camera ran outta batt..

*sigh*

xx

i gravitate towards this something

that became part of the nothingness

and when hope became despair

i wondered what was it that i hoped for

what was it that i yearned for?

and exactly what is it that i've finally lost ?

was this something that i wanted?

i cannot remember

maybe 

all i've truly lost

is

hope

...

yes i'm upset

so much so i feel incapcitated and useless with this heavy feeling

i can't help it

maybe it's karma

but did i do something wrong? 

i'm not sure anymore..

all i know is that it's not just one thing

but so many things put together

that i keep failing to put all of it into words..

so i just can't talk about it

i just feel so lost at the moment..

like i've lost something that made me happy..