Friday, July 02, 2010

run.. don't walk..

because i want to stop living in between the lines..
all the safe grey areas that have been my comfort zone..


maybe just maybe i'd like to take this one in a million chance and jump..
and hope against all hope that you might be there at the end of the day to catch me..


i'm not asking for a fairytale..
i just thought maybe you might feel the way that i do..


xoxo Lyn

Tuesday, June 29, 2010

Walk a while with me.. but i hope you remember this moment forever..


photo credits : fuckyeahfashion
within that nano-second
i finally am able to just breathe...
and attempt to break free...


last week has probably been the worse most traumatizing weeks of my life
i possibly am more fragile that i thought..
i should be stronger and not let the little things get to me but sometimes it's tough

i think i came out of that looking something like this :

all shaken and broken with the bruises to prove it..
now to somehow put all those pieces together and fix what's left that hasn't yet fallen away..


thank you for trying to make up for it with the little presents..

i miss you all a lot still.
can i exchange this for you all to come back to me again??

xoxo Lyn

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

the end to an era..

sitting across R from dinner it finally hits..
it is time to say goodbye..
the end of an era. time to say goodbye to our innocence.

and i still wonder how the years manage to run us by. i said we should definitely have been there for each other more often than we have. and at the moment you leave me with a feeling of elated lows..
he looks at me and says.
"you've been there more often than you realize. if not we wouldn't be here now. we'll meet again i promise, once we conquer the world and have the stars under our feet.and trust me my love nothing will change even then."

like T's words so beautifully etched on his chest as a constant reminder:
"shoot for the moon, even if you fall you'd land amongst the stars"


photo credits : helmut newton

these pictures somehow remind me of you. it's this crazy glamourous lifestyle only seen with rose-coloured glasses that is somehow captured in them. thanks for letting me experience it at least once during this lifetime.

i'll miss you. ALL OF YOU. and in no particular order.
now it is time to grow up and face reality isn't it.

xoxo Lyn

Friday, June 18, 2010

I'm not dead. Just barely alive.

I've not had the initiative to write in a long while simply because work has eaten up my life.
My eyebags already cover half my face and i probably go a lil overboard as i reach for those eye creams and face masks.
The prettier and more unreadable the packaging is in japanese/taiwanese the more i love it and swear it works wonders.
Sometimes the crazy does bubble up in the most unexpected ways.

and pssttt... i can't wait for the 25th of June.

mark fast x topshop.

i absolutely love his London Fashion Week dresses!!
how gorgeous are they.. but then again it's not like i'll ever be able to afford the real thing..
thank god for high street diluted fashion!
picture credits : insideout topshop

i honestly wish i could pull of the sultry, sexy relaxed jane birkin vibe..
i know i'm delusional and probably will never be able to.. (c'mon look at how hot her bod is!!)
but that doesn't stop me from day dreaming about it!!

picture credits: nastygirl blog


anyway, tillwemeetagain..
au'revoir and lotsa bisous.. xoxo
xoxo Lyn

Sunday, April 04, 2010

we're going to run this town tonight*

I love long weekends because it is a break from the major workloads i've brougt upon myself.. Not that I'm complaining but there are days that I ask myself why.. Whether the stress is worth the $$$ and having to give up on a life. There are days that seem to go by filled only with work and sleep. I suppose due to this endless mundane cycle I rarely write or blog as much as I used to.

But this Easter break is turning out to be quite perfect albeit a little short.
most people have 4 days off, I have 2. Yes, it's the workload talking but at least 2days off in a row has at least made me feel human again.

Eve on Friday night with the girls, silk road last night and an entire Saturday of perfect weather dedicated to shopping my hard earned money
although my plans for a road trip had an unforseen kink thrown into it, and I had to cancel all my lunch reservations at least shopping sorta made up for it. Now I have a huge dent in my wallet, so back to work now...

~and for some pics~

For-EVE-r friday with the girls




*and some of the things i picked up along the way one fine saturday*



another pair of london soles to add to the collection. these were a sample size that were selling for 44% off!! felt so incredibly lucky because they're also a one of a kind deisgn that i just had to snap them up!!

and a wallet from chanel from their spring/summer 2010 collection
i love the logo in gunmetal on the front!!
finally something i see that i like there. with chanel sometimes its a hit and miss with me. i know, picky aren't i?? hahaha

also got an itouch and i can't seem to stop fiddling with it.

anyway i hope everyone has had an awesome long weekend and a chance to rest and relax...
now back to slugging it

xoxo Lyn


Monday, March 29, 2010

We electrify this town..




love you muchy muchy always wifey...
*bisoubisou*
always huni ..

♥♥♥





Tuesday, January 12, 2010

the always golden brother of mine..

stay the awesome way that you always seem to be..
and please continue to say things like these that make my day :
"i think the koko pops monkey looks kinda cool. not me!! i'm talking about the cereal!"

xoxo Lyn

ps: if you follow this space, you can see that it's obviously going thru one of its "under renovation" phases until i'm finally happy with the way it looks..

Monday, January 11, 2010