Tuesday, June 29, 2010

Walk a while with me.. but i hope you remember this moment forever..

photo credits : fuckyeahfashion
within that nano-second
i finally am able to just breathe...
and attempt to break free...

last week has probably been the worse most traumatizing weeks of my life
i possibly am more fragile that i thought..
i should be stronger and not let the little things get to me but sometimes it's tough

i think i came out of that looking something like this :

all shaken and broken with the bruises to prove it..
now to somehow put all those pieces together and fix what's left that hasn't yet fallen away..

thank you for trying to make up for it with the little presents..

i miss you all a lot still.
can i exchange this for you all to come back to me again??

xoxo Lyn

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

the end to an era..

sitting across R from dinner it finally hits..
it is time to say goodbye..
the end of an era. time to say goodbye to our innocence.

and i still wonder how the years manage to run us by. i said we should definitely have been there for each other more often than we have. and at the moment you leave me with a feeling of elated lows..
he looks at me and says.
"you've been there more often than you realize. if not we wouldn't be here now. we'll meet again i promise, once we conquer the world and have the stars under our feet.and trust me my love nothing will change even then."

like T's words so beautifully etched on his chest as a constant reminder:
"shoot for the moon, even if you fall you'd land amongst the stars"

photo credits : helmut newton

these pictures somehow remind me of you. it's this crazy glamourous lifestyle only seen with rose-coloured glasses that is somehow captured in them. thanks for letting me experience it at least once during this lifetime.

i'll miss you. ALL OF YOU. and in no particular order.
now it is time to grow up and face reality isn't it.

xoxo Lyn

Friday, June 18, 2010

I'm not dead. Just barely alive.

I've not had the initiative to write in a long while simply because work has eaten up my life.
My eyebags already cover half my face and i probably go a lil overboard as i reach for those eye creams and face masks.
The prettier and more unreadable the packaging is in japanese/taiwanese the more i love it and swear it works wonders.
Sometimes the crazy does bubble up in the most unexpected ways.

and pssttt... i can't wait for the 25th of June.

mark fast x topshop.

i absolutely love his London Fashion Week dresses!!
how gorgeous are they.. but then again it's not like i'll ever be able to afford the real thing..
thank god for high street diluted fashion!
picture credits : insideout topshop

i honestly wish i could pull of the sultry, sexy relaxed jane birkin vibe..
i know i'm delusional and probably will never be able to.. (c'mon look at how hot her bod is!!)
but that doesn't stop me from day dreaming about it!!

picture credits: nastygirl blog

anyway, tillwemeetagain..
au'revoir and lotsa bisous.. xoxo
xoxo Lyn