in four days

In the next 4 days i have to:

finish my 45% assignment
collect my remaining pay
remember to pay the bills
pack up and leave
say adieu to you

seems like there is a lot to do, so little time
4 days and counting

i'm just too tired to think at the moment
this calls for after work beer!
there's a pint in some bar with my name of it..

and life so far..

there have been so many things happening yet i can't find the words on where to start or how to say them. maybe that explains the MIA from the blogespehre.

not that i'm calling myself a blogger. more a person who owns a blog to keep her thoughts.


the new apartment is fantastic..
there are a few kinks tho. not with the place but more between the people who live there
so far the resolution has been the silent treatment. not such a smart way to go about things, i know. but one of the few that works.


work is pretty much work. sometimes i think that the DocBoss wants a recepo that is more champion. at least i try to learn and keep smiling but i can't help it when i sometimes want to kick-punch the patients when they are silently killing me thru the stress i have to face due to their stupidity.
DocBoss says he understands but for my age he doesn't understand why my stress level is on an 8 on a scale of 10.


there is a lot more going on but i promise i will blog about that later. because they are still in the planning / plotting stage.


xx

to my dearest BFFngJJ

this is just for you
i am currently blogging at work
there hope you're satisfied

reminder to self :

things i will do in this order just because i can:

1: i will slap the next person who asks me a stupid question and ruins my day
this is just a warning to all the idiots in my life

2: finish my assignments

3: earn/beg and save up enough dough to do the things i want to over the next few months

4: look for a new apartment because if i don't over the next few weeks i'm going to have to move to that nice looking tram stop outside my house

5: go on a holiday

6: work on anger management and so called make-believe alcoholism

Oops!

me : can i get free passes to xx?
~#~ : yes but only if you're working on my team
me : err.. ok i suppose


o-my
problem is i forgot about one little promise i made to bear

that i won't work anymore..
got damn


in that conversation i felt like i somehow sold my soul..
wait lemme check..
it's still here.. intact
at least i didn't sell it for alcohol..

but i'm still in a hell-lotta trouble..
where is the damn rewind button when you need it..