needing rest..

i couldn't make it.
for a day i was stuck in bed half-dead-zombie mode ON!
just couldn't make it

sms-ed home to which i got a reply..
you just have to slow down.. take it slow..

i wish i can.
i wish i could.
heck.. wishing and hoping is not going to solve anything.
i have back-dated orders, back-dated work, back-dated uni to finish and polish off my plate.
i need to clone myself to finish everything.

yes, i'm only partially alive but still running on 150bpm..
slowing down is not an option i'm afraid..

the show must go on

the stage is set. the performance will be spectacular. i expect nothing less of myself.
a months worth of planning and it will be great!!

it will...
it will...
it will...

the show must go on...

CRAP!


when it rains.. IT POURS!

i hate this..

can't deal with this..

don't ask any questions..

somebody just shoot me..

i hate meself.. i hate meself..
i'm going to breakdown soon...

i have no idea which is worse..

telling my mum this or that i'm a crack-junkie
yea.. i think i might actually get away with being a crack-ho-junkie more actually..

ok let's go with that one..

F**K ME DEAD


i got robbed on tuesday


what a bloody f**ked up thing to happen i tell you
why??
because the bloody, f**king bastard just had to take away all my gadgets
so now my beloved toshiba, ixus and nokia's new twin brother is all GONE!

all my assignments that are due tomorrow are all BYE BYE!
this is just too damn F**KED UP

at least at the moment i am able to obtain extensions till next week for them but only till friday
OM-F**ING-GAWD! 2 weeks worth of work just flew out the window..

i so wanna cry
but i seriously rather pummel that bastard if i ever get my hands on him..
wait not just pummel.. chop his balls off more like it..

and everyone will have to deal with a lot of no blogging and no pictures for a while..
when i say a while.. i mean a few months alright
sorry i have no dough/ching ching at the moment..

urgh!! mood : stressed! major unhappy and wanting to break something / murder the theif..
the latter would be a much better option..

p/s: don't mind the language.. if you were in my shoes i think i have sweared very little

I AM STILL ALIVE!


sorry for the lack of updates, but..

4 assignments are due on the 15th
they're all about 40-50% of my total mark
i hate the stress that comes with it
i am going to start pulling my hair out
i will update everyday when they're done
i promise

so don't think i'm gone
i'm still here..
i'm still alive