my old bodyguards are back in town!

i went on a pub crawl on saturday night. after 2 years of not going for one, i think i held my own pretty alright against FatPenny & MickeyM. was great seeing them after so long, just to catch up, relax have a pint.. maybe 5.. reminisce about the ol' college days, the scars (yes the ciggie burn scar is still on his left palm) and what not.

true we've grown up, found jobs, but walking down Bourke St, matty just had to do what he does best, be the big bro/ bodyguard and as usual, the compulsory pick Lynnie and toss her around move. just cause i complained my feet were aching coz of my heels, he scooped me up and carried me all the way to the next bar. LittlePimp's bodyguards sure can't beat that!

xx

he bought me a present. i don't know what to say. i still don't know what to say.. it just sits there..

i keep telling myself it's too late. and part of me still thinks that it is too late.
so what do i do with all the remaining bits and pieces that are left?
try to fix them or just discard them and walk away?

old habits die hard

i held her hand in mine and her eyes were full of tears.and i'm still wondering how things came to this. so i do all i can do to tell her that it's all right. that things would get better.
am i being a liar?

so for one night i decided it was just enough. i turned back to old habits. i threw a new year's resolution out the window over the weekend. i started drinking again after 5 months of sobreirity. in the words of homer simpson, beer is the cause and solution to all problems. and i actually felt that there was some truth in them. that for one night i actually felt alright in the past 2 months or so after receiving that news. although the embarrasing fact is that i made a fountain i think it wasn't as bad as the 4 that BFFngJJ made in one night.


let's hope that the make believe alcoholism doesn't return. and things really do get better from now on. that somehow things would work out. i need a miracle.

it's just not enough

i worked the whole of this week. so if only i could go back to kl now and convert all the moo i earned. how happy i would be because what i earned this week could last me the whole entire holiday if i were back in kl. yes. with the current exchange rate the way it is now i have earned in one week what most people earn in a month.


but am i back in kl? no. i'm in melbourne.


sadly, that means the moo that i earned would only last me 2 weeks. yet i still have to pay rent. it's just not enough. i want unlimited funds i tell you!!


my lifestyle is slowly killing me...

CRAP!


when it rains.. IT POURS!

i hate this..

can't deal with this..

don't ask any questions..

somebody just shoot me..

i hate meself.. i hate meself..
i'm going to breakdown soon...

i have no idea which is worse..

telling my mum this or that i'm a crack-junkie
yea.. i think i might actually get away with being a crack-ho-junkie more actually..

ok let's go with that one..

ok not feeling so lucky now.. why??

I LOST MY SWAROVSKI BRACELET!

darn.. so much sentimental value in that one...


feeling a lil sad about it now. i really don't have very much luck in swarovski jewellery do i??
it's the third piece i own and all it's predecessors have something wrong with them..

phone chain : K.O by the jewellerer when i sent a crystal to be replaced
earing : missing one side

and now this.. sigh..

SHOULD I? OR SHOULD I NOT?

Disney couture~

item no1: bambi & mushroom necklace

looks damn nice till i saw this..

item no2: tinkerbell earings

so which one should i get?? dilemma...

anyway i finally got a book i've been wanting for sometime ~ haruki murakami : a wild sheep chase.. i wonder if i'll like it as much as i like dance, dance, dance
o and i put in a pre-order for harry potter i hope i am able to finish it coz i can only get it on the 21st but i'm leaving on the 23rd!

o and MissT just for you.. pics of the new do.. not very different from the old one just that i have a fringe now!

and i nearly forgot to thank BFFngJJ for this:

butterfly dior necklace that the sweetie gave me as a belated birthday present..

muaks so much for it babes!!

xoxo lyn