needing rest..

i couldn't make it.
for a day i was stuck in bed half-dead-zombie mode ON!
just couldn't make it

sms-ed home to which i got a reply..
you just have to slow down.. take it slow..

i wish i can.
i wish i could.
heck.. wishing and hoping is not going to solve anything.
i have back-dated orders, back-dated work, back-dated uni to finish and polish off my plate.
i need to clone myself to finish everything.

yes, i'm only partially alive but still running on 150bpm..
slowing down is not an option i'm afraid..