moving places..

babyBEAR : baby... it's me we got it..

me: got what? what are you talking about?

babyBEAR: we got your dream apartment

i swear if he were here i would give him a HUGE hug..
but i'm stuck at work
so i jumped around a bit and had a HUGE grin plastered to my face

i think the doc is scared that he has a crazy receptionist on his hands
i don't care.. i'm happy

the bear with dodgy drugs

BIGGERbear: you have a flu? take these

me: are you sure they're not expired?? where did you get them from?

BIGGERbear: bangladeshi shop

me: you mean an indian doctor is it?

BIGGERbear: no!! bangladeshi sundry shop
*huge grin (^___^)


in my head i was actually thinking : O MY GOD
i literally stared back at him speechless

this was a guy that i had complete and utter trust since the day i met him 3 years ago
that could probably be the whole reason why i took the meds last night
but instead of taking 2 as per his instructions, i took one
yes.. i admit i was afraid and skeptical

yes he is 9.5 years older then me
the one that i look up to since i entered uni
the one that i entrust all my secrets to and the one who i can always count on to watch my back
that even my mum trusts to keep me safe out of trouble!!
so truth be told, even he if gave me coke/lsd/whatever-illegal-drug there is out in the market disguised as flu meds i think i'd still take it

but this guy is twice my size therefore my theory would be that he needed twice the meds that little ol' me needed

i ko-ed the entire night
literally.. i was very groggy when i woke up this morning..
and was nearly late for work..

so when BIGGERbear visited me at work so i could process some documents for him, the first thing he asked was: so how were the meds?

i looked up at him half hungry, half sleepy and still slowly dying from not breathing properly
at least i had knocked-out peaceful sleep

i still can't believe i took dodgy drugs


xx


also coz BFFngJJ would not forgive me if i don't post this:

darling!! thank you so much for one of the best presents i've received this year!!
i absolutely the beautiful swarovski bracelet that you personally picked out and posted to me all the way from manchester!! my favourite has to be the pink heart shaped charm

sadly i don't have a camera to take a picture of it :(

from melbourne to manchester...
much love to you huns!!

Still here.. still alive

i haven't dropped off the face of the earth
but i wish i had..
i myself don't understand why i'm being this so called anti-social when in fact socialite is include in my list of future occupations


i'm still here, still alive


just everything else inside me feels pretty much altered/dead
i don't know maybe i just need a change..

can anyone spell : H-O-L-I-D-A-Y?

Finally at the stairway of adulthood

contrary to popular belief that i would spend my 21st drinking till the sun don't shine and my liver cries alcohol, i actually spent it very quietly

most of the day was dedicated to house-hunting.. because the second option of living in melb uni's shiny relatively new tram stop just doesn't seem as tempting somehow..
maybe the lack of walls and amenities has something to do with it

a small note to the aussie government:
good for you.. your currency has gone up
so what about the students like me??
you know the rent has increased so much it's getting difficult to look for a decent place without wondering how i'm going to pay for the place without resorting to some dire means like say.. robbing the bank or prostitution..
i'm really that desperate..


and also getting dragged by Beavers to Box Hill to some rock-climbing equipment sale there..
although i haven't been to that place in ages i amazed myself by still being able to recognize the roads : pat on the back for me..

he paid me back in milk tea, takoyakis and my fav egg tarts..
all is good..

reason for the egg tarts : i like this specific portugese ones from this specific shop in box hill and only there..
the prob is the portugese ones always run out so fast
so i'm left with the cakey-based ones..
just have to deal with it i suppose.. better than nothing..


also during the house hunting i found a few great things:

1: beard papa opened in melbourne
it's at the corner of elizabeth and flinders st
i really like their passionfruit cream puff
i'm going back to try their chocolate souffle soon


2: i rediscovered my fav jap restaurant
they relocated a few doors away from their old place.. i was actually prancing in front of the shop when i found it coz i can't stress how much i love the food and how sad i was when they moved

seeing how excited i was the yucky-bear made reservations there for dinner..
( for him i think it's coz we had our first date there so he's like yay too)

i have to say, the dinner was soo good!!
i really love the food there.. and it's not too pricey too
we had ebi tempura (they make it in a special batter so it's different), okonomiyaki, sushi + sashimi moriawase, jap meatballs and chan-chan yaki ( a salmon specialty there )
accompanied with umeshu ( cold plum sake - which is super yummy) and this special jap tea
and for dessert: green tea and sesame ice cream
omg so full!! but everything is so yum!! i'm really not exaggerating about this place
i do think it's that fantastic


thank you smelly-yucky for the dinner. you so champion ok..

3: new pair of white flats
i wonder how long it's going to take me to wear out this pair... white and me just don't always go hand in hand..
i was tempted to buy 2 pairs but he stopped me saying think about the purpose.. you use flats more than heels anyway..
the puppy-wide-doe-eyed look doesn't work on him
i'm still dreaming about the second pair.. very cute open-toe black patent-leather
only 60.. but i can't really throw the iwannasave$plan out the window

when i have enough$ i suppose
men just don't understand a women's need for shoes..
i only have 10 paris ok!! so don't blow the situation out of proportion

also i got a phone call from home! yay!!
i think it's been at least 2 months now.. that i've talked to family
we sms a lot but rarely talk on the phone..
it's good just to hear family again it perks my spirits up and it's just fun
plus we talk for hours after so long and it's just really great


and..
loads of love to all those who gave me birthday wishes and presents!!
and especially to those who attended my birthday dinner at shoya + golden monkey 2 weeks ago, thanks one more time!!

and also a special one to the housemates for the spanish dinner at robin burns last night
again, thank you so much guys!!! i really appreciated and loved all of it!!


NotSoLittleJin: good luck for your SPM on monday

i think this is the most i've blogged about for a long time..
i'm a bit bored bear went out for a boys night.. i suppose i should just go back and hit the books..
i'll try to get my hands on some pics from the birthday dinner at shoya + golden monkey the other day and tonight to post up soon..

reminder to self :

things i will do in this order just because i can:

1: i will slap the next person who asks me a stupid question and ruins my day
this is just a warning to all the idiots in my life

2: finish my assignments

3: earn/beg and save up enough dough to do the things i want to over the next few months

4: look for a new apartment because if i don't over the next few weeks i'm going to have to move to that nice looking tram stop outside my house

5: go on a holiday

6: work on anger management and so called make-believe alcoholism

Just Because..

yes this is late again..
blogging in my schedule lately has become damn fail..
everything lately has taken a back seat to assignments

anyway..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY bakazaruSEIJ & Dazed DARREN!!

yes it is 2 days late.. sorry sorry..
been a bit busy lately


also i have a new part time job at QV pharmacy as the clinic pharmacy as part of my get me out of bankruptcy plan..
so guys when you are free, come visit me on my working days..


xx


~you make me agro when you ask me stupid questions. i have already given you my 2 cents like you have asked for on so many occasions. yes you make a very good friend and i have tried to save your sorry ass from digging your own grave before it's too late. but since you refuse to listen then fine.. i hope you get burned like a fried egg then!
throwing stupid questions at me when i am pms-ing just makes me want to slap you..
make that stupid comment about my boobs again then don't take it personally when i kick you in the groin with 3 inch stilletoes.. just know that deep down although i know that it will hurt you more than it hurt me, i can't deal with stupidity when i'm stressed..
in the end tho, much love to you still..